Former Hollyoaks star Ali Bastian shared a brave update on her cancer battle in a social media post on Wednesday, admitting she doesn’t ‘always feel like a fighter’.
The actress, 42, who is best known for playing Becca Dean in the Channel 4 soap from 2001 to 2007, was told by doctors in June that she had stage two breast cancer.
Ali, who is currently being treated with chemotherapy, before she will undergo a mastectomy and radiotherapy, recently shared the emotional moment she shaved her hair off.
Now, in another Instagram update, the star shared a candid story with her 78,800 followers to let them know how she is finding the treatment.
She shared an honest teary-eyed selfie taken in her home, as she dressed in a grey T-shirt with a pink headscarf on her head.
Former Hollyoaks star Ali Bastian shared a brave update on her cancer battle in a social media post on Wednesday, admitting she doesn’t ‘always feel like a fighter’
The actress, 42, who is best known for playing Becca Dean in the Channel 4 soap from 2001 to 2007, was told by doctors in June that she had stage two breast cancer
Ali wrote: ‘Sometimes you don’t feel like the fighter people tell you you are and that’s okay too. This is not an easy path.
‘There is cortisol in tears and they are better out than in.’
Her mood seemed to lift later in the day as she went on to share a funny video from The Muppets that her brother-in-law sent her.
In another Instagram story, the soap star wrote: ‘And then your brother-in-law sends you this. Thank you,’ alongside a love heart emoji and laughing emoji.
The update comes just after Ali took to Instagram to post a heartbreaking video showing the moment she cut her hair off earlier this month.
Set to The Greatest Showman ballad ‘This is Me,’ Ali explained how it was ‘a small price to pay for the chance to be well again’ before admitting she will be ‘forever changed’.
With the help of her husband David O’Mahony who cut Ali’s hair, the actress could be seen bravely smiling to the camera before shaving it off.
She then revealed her new look and in one candid shot, cuddled up to her youngest daughter, Isla, four.
Ali pictured above in Hollyoaks
The update comes just after Ali took to Instagram to post a heartbreaking video showing the moment she cut her hair off earlier this month
Set to The Greatest Showman ballad ‘This is Me,’ Ali explained how it was ‘a small price to pay for the chance to be well again’ before admitting she will be ‘forever changed’
With the help of her husband David O’Mahony who cut Ali’s hair, the actress smiled to the camera before bravely shaving it off
‘When you have breast cancer, every month is breast cancer awareness month’ she wrote in the caption. ‘Hair loss is just one aspect of all of this that we all wish wasn’t a side effect but I know it’s not forever and a small price to pay for the chance to be well again.’
She continued: ‘The deeper I get into my treatment, the more I see this as an outward expression of how stripped back and raw it feels right now. Also sharing as this feels like part of my way… not ‘back’ to myself… as I will be forever changed… but forward towards my future …to show up as I am right now. In the truth of today.
She added: ‘For all of the warrior women going through this. You are not alone. #breastcancerawareness’
Celebrities including Lizzie Cundy, Suzanne Shaw, Sarah Dent, Alexandra Burke and Strictly Come Dancing’s Karen Hauer and Ola Jordan took to the comment section to send their love. They wrote:
‘You are so amazing Ali. Sending you so much love and strength my lovely friend’ and ‘Always beautiful’.
‘You are so beautiful So brave and a truly amazing human! Sending you so much love’.
‘Sending you much love xxxxxx all my prayers are with you’ and’ ‘Thinking of you Ali’.
Alongside famous face, fans, survivors and others who are going through their own brave battle wrote words of support:
‘So beautiful, Ali, with & without’ and ‘Shaving my head was one of the hardest things for me. You look amazing!! Keep going you’ve got this!!’
She wrote: ‘Hair loss is just one aspect of all of this that we all wish wasn’t a side effect but I know it’s not forever and a small price to pay for the chance to be well again’
In her post, Ali called out other women who are going through something similar, reassuring them that they are ‘not alone’ and nicknamed them ‘warrior women’
Famous faces and fans flocked to the comment section to send their love, well wishes and support to the actress
‘love to you Ali ❤️ brave and beautiful xxx’
‘In awe of you Ali ❤️ So much strength in the s*******t of times!! Thinking of you and sending lots of love! Speak soon xx’
Ali – who now lives in Ireland with her husband and two young daughters told OK! Magazine of her diagnosis: ‘It was a total shock. I have mornings when I wake up and I’ve forgotten… and then suddenly I remember. I’m still trying to process it.’
Ali was breastfeeding daughter Isabella, 19 months – her youngest child with husband David O’Mahony – when she came across a lump.
The mother-of-two – who also raises Isla, four, with her husband – shared: ‘I hadn’t been breastfeeding Izzy at night but then David flew back to London for work and suddenly she was feeding like crazy. I was thinking, ‘Maybe she’s having a growth spurt or something.’
‘And because of that, my boobs felt sore. The next morning, I woke up and thought, ‘Ouch, this really hurts.’ And that’s when I felt a lump.’
Ali assumed she had a ‘blocked duct’ and was given a course of antibiotics, but it wasn’t clearing up, so on her doctor’s advice, she headed to a breast clinic.
She continued: ‘It was a bank holiday in Ireland, so I went straight to the emergency doctor.
Ali was breastfeeding daughter Isabella, 19 months – her youngest child with husband David O’Mahony – when she came across a lump
Ali married her partner, West End actor David (pictured), in 2019. The couple are parents to Isla (pictured) and Isabella
‘It really seemed like I had mastitis, especially as I had been night-weaning Izzy before that. We thought I probably had a blocked duct.
‘The doctor gave me antibiotics and said that if it didn’t clear up in a few days I should go to the breast clinic.
‘But it wasn’t clearing up and the more I felt it, the more it felt like this wasn’t just a blocked duct.
‘I went to my GP and I said, ‘Actually, can I go to the clinic now?’ and she was very supportive of that.’
Ali received the shock news via telephone but was reassured after being told they have ‘intent to cure’ her.
She is set to undergo a single mastectomy and is still waiting to hear if doing double is a good idea as a ‘preventative measure’.