Warning: This piece contains graphic descriptions of death and injury
There is no conscience. There is no humanity. There are only leaders who watch and do not act.
This is what Ahmed al-Dalou believes, as the images of his family burning replay in his mind. He says his life is gone. It died in the inferno of al-Aqsa compound with his boys and wife in the early hours of Monday 14 October.
In front of him on the ground is a shroud, wrapped around the body of Abdulrahman,12, his youngest son.
The child lingered in agony for four days after the fire. The day before he died Ahmed saw him in hospital and he was able to tell his father: “Don’t be worried, I am OK dad… I’m fine. Don’t be afraid.”
Ahmed is half speaking, half crying, as he talks of what has been taken from him.
“Three times I tried to pull him [Abdulrahman] out of the fire, but his body fell back into it.”
His older brother, Sha’aban, 19, and his mother, Alaa, 37, both died on the night of the fire.
Sha’aban became a new symbol of Gaza’s terrible suffering. Images of him writhing in agony as he burned to death in the family’s tent were shared around the world on social media.
There are burns all over Ahmed’s face and hands. The tone of his voice is high, a keening sound. Of the anonymous pilot who sent the missile, and the leaders who gave him orders, Ahmed said: “They broke my heart, and they broke my spirit… I wish the fire had burned me.”
The strike happened at about 01:15 local time last Monday (23:15 BST on Sunday).
The Israeli military said it was targeting a Hamas “command and control” centre in the al-Aqsa hospital compound in Deir al-Balah, central Gaza Strip.